really really shitty. Drank about 6 beers and smoked about six bongs before even going out last night. Drank more beer upon arrival. Did some drugs. Had something like four shots of cheap ass tequila shortly after that. Tequila AFTER beer. Fucking idiot. Could tell I was gonna be a mess. Hid in the bathroom. Had a vom party. Locked myself in there. Yelled at this boy who is ridiculously sweet and nice and wonderful and was just trying to take care of me. Passed out in some girls room. Woke up around 7:30. Went upstairs. Found boy passed out on the couch. Showed me the note he put in my pocket. Cuddled until later. Some girl with a black eye and a bloody hand made us eggs. I went outside and threw them up. We walked across the city together to go to our disrespected jobs.

He’s going home to see his parents in NH right when he gets out of work. I’m really not feeling that. :(